Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Sunday, January 28, 2007

today is a sunday i cant believe how time flew so fast. anyway today i had a bad feeling apart from remembering my mum died dream *according to the books its not a literall meaning it more of a u need to refresh or let go of something about that person* mum and i had a conversation about what i wanted for my 18th bday, coz more than anything i want my own room...but she told me that 1.if ever that will happen i have to share with my brother and 2.it really wont matter since its too expensive to have something built that i might not have any money for my tuition..she explained to me that maybe when i have a job then i could have a room. i understood what she was trying to say i really did i just felt so well sorry for myself coz id be working and i would still be in the same room..i dunno i felt sentemental...and or room being a total mess did not help...i try to thin that im not a petty person, in fact i keep on forcing myself to look at the bigger picture which is why i conclude that both my eq and iq had a seizure earlier today...the good news is that they have fully recovered hehe..

thats a good thing

she told the story ... 3:38 AM

ThIs Is Me

i am a college student
i am fascinated with anything weird *not sick*
i like the color red
i like books
and i dont care what
the hell people do with their lives,
if their happt it works

FaVoRiTeS

~ art
~passion
~ determination
gaia online

WiShLiSt

~ i want a balloon.
~ fly to the moon.
~ become a loon.