Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Friday, October 27, 2006

yesterday was not a very good night for me, well for one, i slipped off the stairs and ripped my pants, can you imagine my horror when i realized it i had already crossed the room with alot of people .... so there i was covering my hinie.... then the night progressed i didnt win a single game, my coach forced me to play against ust, coz no othe epee was present, they were all late. so there i was standing there like an idiot, asking them if i could play with them. sigh, then i played with the veterans yas i got tushed under my arms again so now i have bruising, underarm, upper arm, lower arm, upper thigh, knee. i feel so frustrated that i always loose that i expect it nd its not good because i cant go to a game thinking that i am gonna lose, aggh

there is one perk though i found a role model, her name is machi, she was so good and really realy nice, sigh, i wanna be just like her, thats my inspiration now... ok on with my day yesterday, the as we were about to go home, late mind you so we were scared coz there are alot of ghosts there... my aubt was late so we walked a little... it was scary, lots of trees, verly little light, people even less..anyway when we got to the car, my aunt accidentally banged it end at a sort of lamp post (very dark), and to top it off it was traffic because of october fest.

so its early now im supposed to be at ultra cheering my team mates, but i woke up late, and i dont have anyone to accompany me on the trip (i do not want to go there alone!), i actually feel bad for not being there but, i really feel tired my muscles are groaning at the thought of movement....aggh fencing is so not easy!!!

she told the story ... 4:24 PM