Sunday, February 18, 2007
well today we went canvasing for a debut place, we went to oasis, plaza ibarra, grand terrace hotel, annabels...right now i really like annabells its elegant nice, wow but the prob. is i want to do it in the main launge so their real guests *resturant guests* might pass through...haha plus i saw paolo contis there tody, he is not tall but hes cute... i have alot of gown options hahaha
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6:50 AM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
yay i finally found you haha...yaw ko na mag type kaya yan nalang..until next time haah
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7:47 PM
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
today, i realized something..and its that i have gradually labelled and thought of myself as incompetent and maybe even stupid when it comes to math subjects...the problem with that is sooner or later if i dont change my point of view about that it might spread...then ill generalize myself as les incompetant...and i know im not..i can understand it when i force myself to when i dont rely on others help..and tryto do it on my own, i love help and it would be hippocrital *is there such a word* if i said that i wouldnt ask for help coz i know i will...sigh i can do it if i believe its all in the head hahaha..
i thank you *bow*
*labo*
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10:07 PM
Sunday, January 28, 2007
today is a sunday i cant believe how time flew so fast. anyway today i had a bad feeling apart from remembering my mum died dream *according to the books its not a literall meaning it more of a u need to refresh or let go of something about that person* mum and i had a conversation about what i wanted for my 18th bday, coz more than anything i want my own room...but she told me that 1.if ever that will happen i have to share with my brother and 2.it really wont matter since its too expensive to have something built that i might not have any money for my tuition..she explained to me that maybe when i have a job then i could have a room. i understood what she was trying to say i really did i just felt so well sorry for myself coz id be working and i would still be in the same room..i dunno i felt sentemental...and or room being a total mess did not help...i try to thin that im not a petty person, in fact i keep on forcing myself to look at the bigger picture which is why i conclude that both my eq and iq had a seizure earlier today...the good news is that they have fully recovered hehe..
thats a good thing
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3:38 AM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
today i feel like a big blah..literally will there ever come a day that i will do well in a bloody chem exam...i have no idea but i am trying god i cant flunk again...i dont want to type anymore it will just add to my depression .....aaaaagggggggghhhh
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10:42 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
today has been very hard complicated and difficult, maybe coz most of my muscles still hurt like hell and y mom sniggers at me and calls me a baby when she came with me to enroll...i can enroll by myself i have done it before, but i dont like meddling around with blank checks...it was good she came though coz there was some revisions in the check and every revision needs to be signed. so we took a lnog time there. then we went to the wake of kuya sherwin i got there in a terrible mood because i was tired and my muscles hurt. i regretted it instantly when i arrived there because i felt sorry i didnt even want to see him in the casket...but the really mind boggling part about my day is superstitions that mum asked me to do. 1. we had to stop somewhere before we go home, something about evil spirits not being able to follow home. 2. not being 13 in a vehicle...hello for what basis 3. changing your clothes outside of the house, she really asked us to...we couldnt enter unless we changed...well i did outside at our third floor so that no one will see hehe in the dark...aggk. now the mind boggling part is whether i dont know if im gonna continue these superstitions...i dont trust them and i find them irritating but what if there is still that chance that it might be true...what would you do???
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6:01 AM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
dag nabbit this sucks my diary/planner/schedule/pic holder is missing i must have left it somewhere, come on who in the right mind would take that. it has my name and contact number, why didnt anybody bother to return it, or at least give it to the lost and found. aggh there are semi embarassing stuff there. curses...
oh and as it seems i suck at pop quizzes coz i just failed one today agggggghhhhh
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8:32 PM
